my journey as a civil war novel writer

Boy was this a year of ups and downs. I started the year cramming for an exam, for my first year degree in counseling & coaching. It involved going through 4 books full of facts and they asked tiny details. I make it! And passed the exam. The next two months I delved into preparations for my practice, I was well on track to start in July and full of confidence and got a lot of work done. In april some breaks were planned. With my then boyfriend and a group of english friends coming over for the elf fair. That is when things started to go to hell in a handbasket. I had some doubts about my relationship for a while now and that was making me unhappy. But it took me some time to voice them because he is such a nice guy and we shared a lot of the same hobbies. Round the same time my dad fell ill and was admitted to hospital. I set every thing aside to be able to take my mum to hospital everyday. For me with the RSI it is physically tough to do that and it meant that I could spend less

Life is hectic right now. This weekend there was a scare if my bank was going to survive. I think that is the first time this ever happened in The Netherlands, especially during my life time. It makes you think. My bank has been saved for now, but it makes me want to spread my savings out. Not that it is that much, LOL. I wish. Saw the doctor this morning. My headaches have been well pretty bad lately and I am taking way to many painkillers. Weird, I will not take them for my RSI pains, I have pain in my neck, shoulders and arms every moment of the day but a headache makes me grab the asprine bottle pretty quick. I like to be busy, and a bad headache reduces you to laying in bed staring at the ceiling, not fun. So I can finally go to the local headache clinic to really work on this. Bad thing, they only had an opening in December. But at least I am working on it. This needs to get sorted before I start the practice. Have some new ideas about the practice. One of the group of clients I